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The Deep Love: The Heart of Sidi's Message
SSC's 2026 International Sufi Gathering
Fort Lauderdale, Florida
This five-day gathering offered a time of coming home to the deep love: the love of Allah for us, our love for Him, and the love that holds us together as a community. In a time of heaviness in the world and in our own hearts, we supported one another in softening, remembering, and turning back toward the heart.
Our days included teachings on closeness with Allah, the circles of friendship, and the saints who loved Him most. We made dhikr and salawat together, shared poetry and song at the Sufi Café, and ended with a closing circle of reflection and gratitude.
Alhamdulillah that Allah brought us together to drink from the deep love!
Click on each class name below to view Zoom recordings
View Abdullah Pat’s Welcome Remarks
Abdullah reflects on the state of the tariqa, where SSC stands in that regard,
as well as what we have done this past year, and plans for the future.
Thursday, October 15, 2026
Tawba – Opening the Door with Dr. Wadude Laird -44 minutes – Click here to watch
Wadude led a demonstration and teaching session on Tawbah (repentance) in Sufi practice, explaining its fundamental steps and practical applications. The session covered Quranic verses and hadiths about repentance, including the Prophet’s ﷺ practice of seeking forgiveness 70 times daily, and featured specific Tawbah prayers that could be used in meetings and gatherings. SSC shared personal experiences testing the practice of seeking forgiveness for provisions, noting how it led to unexpected positive outcomes with hijama training registration. The teaching emphasized the importance of recognizing mistakes without falling into shame or guilt, and highlighted examples from Sufi saints like Assam al-Basri and Abu Yazid al-Basami who demonstrated advanced levels of repentance and spiritual practice. The session concluded with a group recitation of Tawbah prayers.
Dhikr with Wadude – 22 minutes – Click here to watch
Friday, October 16, 2026
Al-wird with Abdullah Dan – 32 minutes – Click here to watch
Community Building Dyads with Wadude and Nura – 33 minutes – Click here to watch
Wadude led a demonstration and teaching session on Tawbah (repentance) in Sufi practice, explaining its fundamental steps and practical applications. The session covered Quranic verses and hadiths about repentance, including the Prophet’s ﷺ practice of seeking forgiveness 70 times daily, and featured specific Tawbah prayers that could be used in meetings and gatherings. SSC shared personal experiences testing the practice of seeking forgiveness for provisions, noting how it led to unexpected positive outcomes with hijama training registration. The teaching emphasized the importance of recognizing mistakes without falling into shame or guilt, and highlighted examples from Sufi saints like Assam al-Basri and Abu Yazid al-Basami who demonstrated advanced levels of repentance and spiritual practice. The session concluded with a group recitation of Tawbah prayers.
Teachers’ Panel Discussion “What is The Deep Love” – 29 minutes – Click here to watch
This discussion focused on exploring the concept of “deep love” within a spiritual and communal context. Various panelists shared their intentions and reflections. Amany spoke about friendship in Allah and seeing divine qualities in others, while another panelist referenced a Quranic verse about knowing one another. Several speakers, including Wadude and others, discussed the transformative power of love, the importance of surrender, and the experience of communal prayer. The conversation delved into the nature of divine love, its role in healing and unity, and the idea of love as a force that connects all beings. The panelists emphasized the joy of being together, the nurturing aspect of love, and the desire to carry this sense of connection beyond the gathering.
Friendship on the Path with Amany Shalaby – 1 hour, 16 minutes – Click here to watch
Click here to download Amany’s Powerpoint slides
Amany’s teaching focused on a spiritual teaching about the different degrees of friendship and love in Islam. She explained the concept of “love in Allah,” describing love as a seed that can grow into affection and expression. She outlined several circles of friendship, ranging from outer social and functional acquaintances like colleagues and sitting mates to inner circles of genuine friends, confidants, and soulmates. Amany emphasized the importance of authenticity, vulnerability, and mutual growth in deep friendships, while also stressing the need for wisdom and boundaries. They discussed the role of a “loyal ally” who advocates for moral values and maintains the dignity of others. The session included a personal story about dealing with anger through compassion and a call for emotional and financial support for people in Gaza. The conversation ended with a collective promise to Allah to follow the message of unity, love, and justice, followed by logistical announcements regarding group assignments and upcoming sessions.
Zawiyaa with Abdul Latif and Zulaykha – 1 hour, 40 minutes – Click here to watch
Zulaykha and Abdul Latif walked through the chapter “Adam, Caliph of Allah” from Sidi Muhammad al-Jama’s book “Music of the Soul.” They guided the group through reading and discussing key sections of the chapter, focusing on the deep spiritual meanings behind familiar stories about Adam, Iblis, and the creation of the world. Zulaykha and Abdul Latif explored concepts like the difference between the “pure Adam” who lived in unity with Allah and the “metaphorical Adam” who entered creation, the veils created by divine attributes, and the importance of maintaining connection to the divine truth despite entering physical form. The discussion included insights about how every quality or attribute can be both a path to unity (Fanaa) and a potential veil if one becomes attached to limited understandings of them, and how the true Adam never left Allah behind but rather carried the divine secret into creation to continue revealing truth through subsequent prophets including Muhammad ﷺ.
The Depth of Love: From the Self to the Beloved with Fawzia Al-Rawi – 1 hour, 27 minutes – Click here to watch
Saturday, October 17, 2026
Al-Wird with Abdullah Dan – 32 minutes – Click here to watch
Welcome Remarks + Reflection on State of the Tariqa with Abdullah Pat – 24 minutes – Click here to watch
Acknowledgements 00:00-05:30 mins
State of the SSC Address 05:30-10:00 mins
Values Foundations from Sidi al Jamal 10:00-15:15 mins
Excerpts of Fawzia’s Letter to the Community 15:15-24:36 mins
Abdullah Pat welcomed attendees in person and via Zoom and introducing himself as the Chairman of the Board of the Shadhiliyya Sufi Communities of Sidi Muhammad Al Jamal. He explained that the board recently added “of Sidi Muhammad Al Jamal” to the organization’s name to clarify its identity and mission. Abdullah thanked the event coordinator, staff, the board, teachers, and financial donors for their support. He reported that the organization had authorized $330,000 for permits at the Napa Valley land, created the Sidi’s Memorial Scholarship Fund, and awarded $25,000 through the ASHA CORE grant program to various initiatives. He also noted the continued work of the Jamia Initiative, the Regional Council, and the Sufi walking program. SSC addressed recent changes in the community, including the birth of a new Tariqa, and emphasized that SSC supports the Tariqa of Sidi Muhammad Al Jamal and the values he taught. He described the organization’s horizontal structure, where each member is a “point of light,” and called for self-responsibility, kindness, and respect for individual choices. Finally, Abdullah read an excerpt from a letter by Murshida Fawzia that urged the community to maintain unity, mercy, and dignity despite differences and to remember that the ultimate destination is Allah.
Al-Uns bi-llah with Qais Ar-Rifai – 1 hour, 3 minutes – Click here to watch
This was a spiritual talk and Q&A session featuring Qais Ar Rifai, the grandson of Sheikh Hasa Rafai and son of Fawzia. Qais delivered a teaching on “Al-Uns,” explaining how closeness to Allah develops from forced remembrance to a natural state of comfort and familiarity with the Divine. He discussed how this spiritual relationship begins with effort, is met by Allah’s nearness, is tested through trials, and is nurtured through good company and sincerity. During the Q&A portion, participants asked about Qais’s background studying psychology in Vienna, resources for supporting individuals with mental health challenges from a spiritual perspective, and his personal relationship with his grandfather. Qais shared that while he studied psychology, he found the Islamic and Sufi approaches more aligned with his beliefs, and he referred attendees to Dr. Francesca Bosacaldi as a resource for Islamic psychology. The session concluded with personal questions about memories of Sheikh Hasa Rafai and Qais’s experience growing up in the spiritual tradition.
The Deep Love in Sufi Poetry with Abd al-Haqq – 1 hour, 23 minutes – Click here to watch
Click here to access Abd al-Haqq’s Powerpoint slides
Dr. Abd al-Haqq Godlas delivered a presentation titled “The Deep Love in Sufi Poetry” at a Sufi gathering, exploring Sufi poetic traditions and their connection to spiritual practice. He explained how Sufi poetry emerges during sama (deep listening) sessions in Sufi gatherings, where participants remember Allah as their beloved making love with them at every moment. SSC shared translations of several Sufi poems from different languages and time periods, including works by Rumi, Ibn Arabi, and others, and played musical performances to illustrate the poetic concepts. He discussed how Sufi poetry conveys the experience of being “cut from the reed bed of unity” and the pain of separation from the divine, using the metaphor of a reed flute expressing its longing. The presentation included calligraphic art and musical performances to demonstrate how Sufi poetry is integrated into both written texts and live performances.
Community Q&A led by Maryam Thea – 1 hour, 38 minutes – Click here to watch
A community Q&A session focused on how to work with difficult or unanswerable questions by turning toward Allah rather than grasping for immediate answers. The panel discussed the “station of uncertainty” as a holy place and shared personal practices for dealing with anxiety, including dhikr, prayer, and seeking guidance from trusted sources. They addressed a question about a teacher training program, confirming that the community is committed to developing new teachers. The conversation also covered the concept of adab as refinement of character and the importance of balancing individual walking with supportive community. Participants reflected on the role of community in mirroring one’s self and the need for both collective support and individual retreat. The panel discussed the problem of evil and hardship, framing it as part of the human experience and a test of character and action. They emphasized the importance of aligning with Allah’s guidance and the Quran and Sunnah to navigate complex global and personal challenges. The session concluded with a final question about practically becoming “fireflies” and carrying the message, which the moderator left as an open reflection for the participants to take to Allah.
Dhikr with Anis – 57 minutes – Click here to watch
Sufi Cafe with various beloveds – 2 hours, 28 minutes – Click here to watch
A Sufi-inspired open mic and community gathering featuring a series of musical and poetic performances. Sarah Kahn introduced various participants, including Pablo and Sabine, who performed a song about the 99 Names of Allah in German, followed by a children’s band called I Rock. Laila Katie Helms recited a poem titled “Where I’m From: A Poem in the Style of George Ella Lyon,” and Ahmad Dan Duggan led the group in a call-and-response song called “Rock My Soul in the Bosom of Abraham.” Julia Caterina performed on the oud, explaining the instrument’s history and playing a song by Faridel Atrash. Abdul-Rasheed played a Jewish mystical piece on the trumpet and spoke about the connection between Jewish and Middle Eastern musical scales. Amani Shalaby sang a phrase from Prophet Muhammad ﷺ about Allah’s love for beauty. Pablo and Sabine returned to perform a gratitude song from the Lakota tradition combined with Sufi elements. Laila shared an original Irish-style ballad about the historical connection between the Irish and the Choctaw people. Ahlam recited a poem about breath and mindfulness, and a beloved read a passage from the book “Radical Love” by Omid Safi along with poems by Rabia and Karakhani. Brother Shakir shared poems about fatherhood. Reem, Sam, and Aziz performed a Qaseda called “Nachnu Fi Raudah,” and Julia Aisha performed a Qawwali piece.
Sunday, October 18, 2026
The Sufi Lovers are Calling Us to the Deep Love of Allāh with Wadude – 1 hour, 10 minutes – Click here to watch
The class focused on the theme of divine love and the spiritual inheritance of the Sufi path. Wadude began with Sufi stretching and a prayer from Sidi Muhammad al-Jamal, then shared a personal story about an early experience of feeling overwhelmed by the knowledge that everything is love. He discussed the meaning of worship as knowing and adoring God, referencing the Quran and hadith. Wadude shared teachings and prayers from several saints, including Rabia Al-Adawiyya, Abu Yazid Bastami, Hussein Anuri, Abdul Qadir Jilani, and Ibn Mashish, emphasizing humility, sincerity, and the priority of love for Allah over worldly attachments. He highlighted the importance of service and the idea that the path of love is not easy but leads to intimacy with the Divine. The session concluded with a long, intimate supplication from Sidi Muhammad al-Jamal, asking for protection from ego and for a life lived purely for God.
Divine Light via Sidi’s Music of the Soul with Rahima Hayes – 1 hour, 11 minutes – Click here to watch
A call centered on the theme of divine light and the teachings of the Prophet Muhammad ﷺ. Rahima Hayes led the session by reading from Sidi Muhammad al-Jamal’s book Music of the Soul, specifically a passage on the “Light of God” (An-Nur), which used the metaphor of a niche and a lamp to describe how divine light is revealed through the heart and the Muhammadan Message. The discussion emphasized that the heart of each person is the house of God and that spiritual growth involves removing veils to realize this inner light. The group participated in a collective dhikr chanting “Nur ilahi” and performed a “Jewel healing” prayer for purification, protection, and healing of the body, soul, heart, spirit, and intellect. Another speaker shared and chanted specific Quranic verses, including “Innama ma’al usri yusra” (with every difficulty there is ease) and “Ya Alim as-sirri” (O Knower of the secret), to encourage trust in God during times of confusion or hardship.
Spiritual Practices with Anis and Wadude – 1 hour, 56 minutes – Click here to watch
A call centered on Sufi spiritual practice led by Anis and Wadude, focusing on teaching proper recitation techniques for Islamic devotional practices. The class began with a collective recitation of Surrah Fātiḥa and included detailed instruction on the proper pronunciation and emotional approach to reciting “Bismillah,” with emphasis on the specific articulation of the “L” sound and the proper flow between letters. Anis provided individual coaching to several participants including Shamsa, Samara, Rifqa, Abdullah, and others, helping them fine-tune their recitation technique, breathing patterns, and connection to the spiritual meaning behind the words. The session emphasized the importance of going slowly to allow for deeper spiritual connection rather than rushing through the recitation, and included guidance on balancing breath while reciting. The class also touched on the significance of making salawat (blessings) on the Prophet Muhammad ﷺ and how this practice brings exponential blessings from Allah.
Khalwa Explanation with Wadude – 31 minutes – Click here to watch
Wadude explains the process and spiritual stages of the Khalwa retreat. He described the four phases of the journey to Allah, which included the purification of the nafs, heart, and soul, and the final phase of annihilation in the name of Allah. The instructions included the number of repetitions for each phase, the use of beads, the gazing practice with the Allah card, and the two-rakat prayer between phases.
Monday, October 19, 2026
Al Wird Monday with Nura – 27 minutes – Click here to watch
Closing Remarks from the SSC with Reem Al Rasheed – 16 minutes – Click here to watch
The closing remarks for the event shared by Reem Al Rasheed, interim executive director for the SSC. She thanked numerous volunteers and organizers who helped make the event possible. The ceremony included recognition of the tech team, board members, and various community members who contributed to the success of the gathering.
Heart Reflection and Closing Comments from the Community – 51 minutes – Click here to watch
A closing session for the SSC’s International Gathering focusing on gratitude and shared reflections. Reem opened with a request for feedback via email and led a moment of gratitude for the staff. Nura and Wadude led the group in a heart opening exercise to reflect what is in the heart. Participants shared personal highlights, including experiences of spiritual connection, inspiration from teachers, and the value of community. Several attendees expressed gratitude for scholarships and the inclusive, non-judgmental atmosphere. The session concluded with a dhikr, a final message from Sidi about love as the ultimate goal, and closing prayers.
Many beloved teachers from the community joined us
Dr. ‘Abd al-Haqq Godlas
Qais Ar-Rafi
Amany Shalaby
Murshida Dr. Fawzia al-Rawi Ar-Rifai
Abdul Latif Howard
Dr. Zulaykha Heidi Dorris
Nura Laird
Dr. Rahima Schmall
Murshid Dr. Wadude Laird
Anis Lahlou
Maryam Thea Elijah
Rahima Hayes
Hijama Training
Alhamdulillah, this was our most attended in-person hijama training to date, led by esteemed staff Dr. Mahabbah Young, Ahmed Forbes, Dr. Rahima Schmall, and Dr. Wadude Laird.
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